Random

This is what google shows me when I search for "Mescalito". Pretty appropriate for the moment though.

Reading Dumas in paper book...

Reading Castaneda in electronic book...

Worried as hell for a job application...

Rambling aimlessly through the internet...

Getting hooked on an idea, then loosing it and getting even more depressed...

Can't concentrate on anything lately (last couple of years if to be more precise *meh*).

Still haven't decided what will this blog be about. This is just unacceptable 8-|

Also, found Goodreads *me gusta*

I wish I could take screencaps of my dreams :-<  I had such a nice dream tonight...

I wish I could write longer sentences.

And I think my banner is waaay too big :|

That's all for today, probably.

Dawww, it's my Birthday

Everything is ok and nothing hurts :D

The cake is obviously nicked from Harry. It's only for one day, so he shouldn't be too mad.

The calendar I used to count the days is the schedule of Alan Rickman's performances in Seminar in November. Two performances on my BDay, this is unacceptable. Yay, to the Narnia I live in. :-<

Johnny Cash apperciation post

That awesome moment when you find a new song or artist that you love so much that it gives you goosebumps. Yes, I discovered Johnny Cash :) Actually, I discovered one of his songs first "God's Gonna Cut you Down" (thanks to Cohen brothers, of course) and I can listen it nonstop hundreds of times, I never get tired of it, al least I didn't till now. This is timeless music and therefore it's priceless. This is when you feel your heart beat in the same rhytm that the music you're listening.

I know there are a lot of good and very good artists nowadays and I love some of them, but when I first listened to Johnny I really thought that everything else is literally shit compared to his music. I think there is something about his lyrics and his personality. Something very sincere and straightforward. God give me the proper words, cause I certainly can't find them :) Yes, I accept that it a quite subjective opinion and perhaps it came to me in a moment of absolute elevation or absolute struck, but I love this feeling of awe. It's like you finally discovered something worthy in this world where nothing unexplored had left.

Here are two songs that I love, but I'm quite sure I wont stop here, cause I'm only at the beginning of the road of getting to know and to love Johnny Cash's music.

God's Gonna Cut you Down

And one more sad and absolute hearthbreaking, but nevertheless beautiful.

Ain't No Grave

An awfully big disappointment

Sad me is sad :( because I want so awfully bad to go to Seminar on Broadway and I can't :'(

Sad me is even sadder cause I won't be able to see Alan Rickman's old plays like Les Liasions Dangereuses, or Private Lives, or Hamlet, or Antony and Cleopatra. I just refuse to believe that I will never see him on stage. No, no, no and NO. 

THIS

THIS is what my heart craves for and I can't offer it the comfort of enjoying the acting of one of the finest english actors of our time.

Why do I  live on the other side of this bloody globe and can't go to bloody New York, to see a bloody play, with my bloody favourite actor? Ugh.

High hopes for you, November

Well, November is my month, cause this is the month I was born in. 

And I believe I have the right to welcome it and ask to be nice to me. If everything will be ok, I plan to treat myself a little bit, not only because it's my BD, but also because I want it. Just this simple ))