I got the job!

I can't keep it for myself anymore, neither can I word properly what I feel. So, I'll just leave a few words.

I am beyond happy.

I'm proud with myself.

I'm pleased with the team.

I'm scared as hell that I won't be able to do it and I'll disappoint the guys.

Thank God I've got friends who keep me sane, because I won't be able to do it alone ^_^

Merry Christmas!

As promissed, Merry Christmas everyone!!

PS. It appears that my blog is stuffed with "merry" and "happy" lately. I got good news though, just don't know how to properly word them. But one of this days I'll just spill it out, don't worry ;)

Happy Birthday, John Ronald Reuel Tolkien!

"It's a dangerous business, Frodo, going out of your door," he used to say. "You step into the Road, and if you don't keep your feet, there is no knowing where you might be swept off to." ~ Bilbo Baggins

John Ronald Reuel Tolkien (3 January 1892 – 2 September 1973)

Happy New Year, loves

Cat is displeased cause his year ended and he can't do everything he wantz anymore xD

I know, I know it's kinda late, but I had to visit lots of relatives until I could finally get to my PC. Nevertheless, I love my blog and everyone who passes by it, so let me just wish you a Happy New year.

2011 made me realize that in order to succed at something you need health, spiced with a bit of success and, of course, a lot of love. So this is what I and my cat wish you for the new year.

And also, never stop dreaming. This might sound silly and obsolete, but just don't. One day it will come true, one way or another. Believe in it ;)

Happy New Year everyone!!!

Waiting...

So... I applied for this job, some time back in November and ever since it's tormenting my soul beyond imaginable. I had never before had a panic attack and neither did I think I would have any. Now I have sudden attacks every now and then, all over the day. Who would have guessed, huh? I constantly feel nervious and keep recalling in my mind moments of the interviews (there were 2 interviews): what I did well, and gave them a reason to hire me, and what I did wrong, absolutely ruining my chances to get it. This is so unbearable, for God's sake, why cant I just switch off my brain?

Prologue

Before actually starting to post what I had decided to post, let me put straight some things.

This blog was born out of my love for fashion and impossibility to afford any brand clothes. So, I decided to sew them. Take a garment that I saw somewhere and actually liked and make it with my own hands. Don't ask me about shoes though, it's a real pain in the ass *rolleyes*

Hello, December

OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG got my salary today *spend ALL the money* xD Not quite like that but... <:-P
I would say that I love you December, but it is the first day of winter and it's raining in here :| Of course, fuck logic. Why do we need snow in winter, anyway?

Because the weather in absolutely not coresponding to the season even the Christmas spirit doesn't feel. And I'm not exaggerating, it doesn't feel like Christmas coming at all :( It was different last year and the year before last. God knows what's happening, damn weather and crisis and all.

But enough wining, Christmas is coming even if the snow isn't hurrying. And Christmas means presents, tons of food, sweets, oranges and Love Actually :x

Happy December 1st everyone and especially my to good friend whose BDay is today. Yay!

 

 

P.S. Wrote whole 5 posts in November, Mother of God I'm hell of a blogger :>

Random

This is what google shows me when I search for "Mescalito". Pretty appropriate for the moment though.

Reading Dumas in paper book...

Reading Castaneda in electronic book...

Worried as hell for a job application...

Rambling aimlessly through the internet...

Getting hooked on an idea, then loosing it and getting even more depressed...

Can't concentrate on anything lately (last couple of years if to be more precise *meh*).

Still haven't decided what will this blog be about. This is just unacceptable 8-|

Also, found Goodreads *me gusta*

I wish I could take screencaps of my dreams :-<  I had such a nice dream tonight...

I wish I could write longer sentences.

And I think my banner is waaay too big :|

That's all for today, probably.

Dawww, it's my Birthday

Everything is ok and nothing hurts :D

The cake is obviously nicked from Harry. It's only for one day, so he shouldn't be too mad.

The calendar I used to count the days is the schedule of Alan Rickman's performances in Seminar in November. Two performances on my BDay, this is unacceptable. Yay, to the Narnia I live in. :-<

Johnny Cash apperciation post

That awesome moment when you find a new song or artist that you love so much that it gives you goosebumps. Yes, I discovered Johnny Cash :) Actually, I discovered one of his songs first "God's Gonna Cut you Down" (thanks to Cohen brothers, of course) and I can listen it nonstop hundreds of times, I never get tired of it, al least I didn't till now. This is timeless music and therefore it's priceless. This is when you feel your heart beat in the same rhytm that the music you're listening.

I know there are a lot of good and very good artists nowadays and I love some of them, but when I first listened to Johnny I really thought that everything else is literally shit compared to his music. I think there is something about his lyrics and his personality. Something very sincere and straightforward. God give me the proper words, cause I certainly can't find them :) Yes, I accept that it a quite subjective opinion and perhaps it came to me in a moment of absolute elevation or absolute struck, but I love this feeling of awe. It's like you finally discovered something worthy in this world where nothing unexplored had left.

Here are two songs that I love, but I'm quite sure I wont stop here, cause I'm only at the beginning of the road of getting to know and to love Johnny Cash's music.

God's Gonna Cut you Down

And one more sad and absolute hearthbreaking, but nevertheless beautiful.

Ain't No Grave